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The Not So New Job

Life as a working mom is going fairly well. Ok, really it is quite stressful and I feel so much guilt about the lack of time spent with my family. If I have to work though I wouldn't trade Costco for anything.

I have found so many things to be grateful for in working at Costco. I have made 3 really good friends. All three women have very distinct and different trials in their lives. They each have taught me so much about perseverance, hope, and faith. I have quickly come to love each of these women and I know that the Lord brought them into my life for a reason.

I also am grateful for the few moments that I can turn off the trials of home life and concentrate on something different for a moment. I have had quite a few fellow employees who get frustrated with the Costco members. I however love interacting with other people. I find that people are generally good and happy which is a nice reminder for me. I love that I can turn on a smile at work and that smile follows me home.

Our family is going through some big stresses right now. In the face of it I have been able to continue to have hope for the future whatever future that is. I know that getting out of the house has helped in that effort.

I most especially give gratitude for my Savior. I love Christmas and the many ways in which we remember His birth and Life. Christmas is and has always been my favorite holiday for that reason most especially. I know that without the knowledge of my savior's birth, life, sacrifice, and death that I would not be able to have hope for my future or feel peace as life's trials bombard me.

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Shelly said…
Thanks for the post, I needed to hear it. I definitely do not appreciate my job as much as I should. It is good to look for what's good in work.
12/09/2008 8:55 AM
Kelli said…
You have such an amazing family and are such great examples for me and my family...if you ever need help with anything let me know!
12/11/2008 9:43 AM
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