Rachael leaves for Florida at 4:30 tomorrow morning. :o( Don't get me wrong I am so excited for her I can hardly stand it, but her being gone for 4 1/2 days is a long time. Tonight Clairissa and Abby started crying and I had to hold back the tears myself. At least this year she is taking a phone with her so that we can get a hold of her. So, she competes Friday and we are so anxious to hear how the team will do. They have an amazing routine and an excellent chance of winning nationals and going on to world championships. Ahh! How cool would that be! So, here she is almost in the middle of the picture. We will have to get some more closer pictures of her. But this will suffice for now.
I have been pretty overwhelmed lately. Actually it seems to be a recurring theme in my life that I am not very pleased about. I tend to wonder why it is that I get into situations where I feel overwhelmed. I question my ability to put my life in the right perspective. So, next week in particular is going to be beastly! My larger roles will include....teacher, preschool teacher, employee (24 hours next week), mother, maid, and cook. The problem is that I don't feel like I am excelling at any of them. For instance Zach. He needs me to be a great teacher, to give him my best and most undivided attention. Instead I am giving my all to stay awake and the rest goes to him and Jillian.
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